Fosforova Returns
10 years - that’s how long I have been rubbing bodies unconsciously in hopes to release the pain my clients asked me to fix.
The first 6 years, my ego was pretty happy with the work. Clients would sing me praises about my hands being magical and the money flowing allowing me to pursue my childhood dreams. At first, it didn’t bother me that clients returned with the same issue asking me to repeat the magic, in fact, that was part of the business. Every business coach out there was teaching me how to retain clients, and I wanted to learn how they wouldn’t need me after a few sessions.
People could not understand why I would want to “fix what is not broken” - a perfectly successful business that many see as a desired destination out of reach. Something I have built up from scratch investing years of time and energy, calling it my baby, and pouring my passion into every detail.
Yet I knew that the time I spent doing the same thing expecting a different result takes me deeper into a hole I may not be able to come out of, so I needed to stop. Stopping and quitting are not the same. In fact, most of my self-care advice was always to stop the nonsense and face the mirror.
To help me stop entirely the Universe gave me a nice kick in the butt. I literally fell. And if I do something it has to be absolute, even if it is breaking a leg. I fell so hard that after a hospital retreat I enjoyed a homestay with all the beautiful emotions and challenges of recovery.
2 years of learning consisted of Inner child healing, plant medicines, astrology, Ayurveda and yoga - learning first, then practicing and seeing how beautiful the nature of life is if we align with it. While I am very comfortable at home with my books and plants, the synchronicities are calling me out, to share my experience with those who like me are searching for inspiration and information.
Now that I realized the wholeness of our being and how we are connected, It is my pleasure to share that experience to eliminate your fears and illuminate the underground healing community that is essential in collective spiritual awakening and the energy shift of our mother Earth.
Project Conscious Charlotte should serve those ready to progress to their highest potential with the resources that are tried and true.